It's been ages since I update man! Ok, busy with work. 5 days a week with 9.5h each day.

Other than work, have been going out aft work almost every wed, fri or sat for the past 1 mth. I got to work hard and play hard right. It's tiring sometimes, but its my motivations for the wk.

Quite alot of happenings in my life now. But currently, its best to keep them within me only : ))

I finally survived through 3years of poly. Sounded difficult arh! Had the bestest time of my life within these 3yrs. Although there were many crazy times and thousands of sleepless nights, but they have all come to an end. Now I will have sleepless nights from late night partying and internship. Love it!

Went out with the regs after paper. It is always the best thing I look forward during exams. Sakae and esplanade with crazy photo taking session. I think I have mentioned this many times, but I really cannot imagine what is it like with the regs. The best time I am looking forward next is out GRADUATION TRIP!



I have only 1wk before starting internship and Ritz Carlton Millenia Chilhuly Lounge. Love the uniform. So come for a drink if you wish to visit me! 1wk of full fun so got to fully utilize them. Cousin Gathering with bbq at my house tonight, George farewell on wednesday, partying on fri (if I manage to find ppl to go with). Rest of the days if free for ppl to book : D

The final week of real studying school term is here. 3 years do pass fast. 5mths of internship, a few more weeks of school after that and I will be graduating from poly. Thinking of it makes me feel incredible.

Last chance for me to attend lectures, which I must, cause of the revisions and hints lecturers will be giving. Although I have a month to study, but knowing myself well enough, it will be 2-3wks of fun, and 1-2wks of study. Have already planned stayovers, dinners and lots of fun. Finally enjoying life after the crazy project period previously.

Will be staying home most of the time during the day to help my sister, who needs to be controlled badly and guidance for her maths qn. I'm on a look out for online maths tutor. I have to admit, some of her maths qns are really difficult. To motivate her and boost her energy level, will be doing much baking and cooking for her. Such a nice sister, am I!

shall post more photos the next time!

This fateful day of 26/07/2009 changed my life. It has been one year since Daddy left us, and it is still hard for me to accept that daddy is no longer around.

Never in my life, daddy has not been by my side for a year. The most was a month. But now, it will be the remaining years of my life where daddy will not be by my side.

Just recently, I put a comment on fb whether do you cry in your slp. I still remember I cried in my the dream calling daddy to not leave. If only the reality is like a dream.

I will never forget what daddy has done for me in my whole 18yrs.


I'm crying, but crying tears of joy, cause I know daddy is happy now, with no earthly burdens. Daddy is enjoying his life, looking over me and waiting for me to call him daddy again.

It will be a few more days time to 1 year since daddy left us. Memories of what daddy and I have gone through kept flashing through my mind.

Just this evening, went for a run in East Coast Park. There is this man that dress like daddy, his physic is similar to daddy's though alittle shorter. I just wanted to call out "daddy" to him. But i wasn't that off my mind to do that. Whenever I run, I feel daddy close to me. I never feel tired whenever I run. It seems like someone is there to motivate me to not stop and give up. However sometimes I do, when I'm really physically tired.

I love running so much now, thanks to daddy. Army half marathon is coming up. Daddy would have signed up by now. Looking at his Standard Chartered Marathon photo now, really make me feel v sad. Why did God take him away???

After ages, I'm finally out during the weekends. Spent the day with mom and sis, and not the computer. FINALLY! Brought jojo to watch Despicable me. Everyone in my group has already watched it and said it was nice.

Lunched at my sis favorite- Mache, shopped around Orchard, and movie.

Will be spending my day with the six later. Loved it : ))

After what it seems like year of project, its finally over. OK, only the major ones. Still have one minor one and all the presentations, but ohwell, no more staying up till 3am to complete them. I can finally sleep before 2am.

Submitted the last proj to Trish this morning to submit in sch, so i don't have to go school. But lucky I didnt go sch. Was down with v bad flu and fever when i went back to slp after passing the report to Trish. Then continued with diarrhea in the afternoon. Almost felt like i was going to collapse. Slept all the way till at night. Guess I wouldn't be able to slp tonight, but the flu is making drowsy. Guess i will be sleeping after this post.

And because of this, I missed my dinner with the regs. I'm like finally going out after projs, in the end i'm stuck at home.

So many things i have to do:
1. Make up for my s-retards outing which we missed for June because of me (aug?)
2. Celebrate at The Line with my six <3> 3. Bitching and drinking session with the regs at my house (soonnnn!!)
4. Baking with auntie (weekends)
5. Bring jo to watch Despicable me in 3D(by this week)
6. Go back to cheer (next wk)
7. Send message to straits times for memory of daddy (this week latest)
8. Top Table lunch with my six and the regs (next wk and following wk)

I guess the list will never end.

Would like to thanks all my groupmates for surviving with me till the end. You guys, have been great : ))

Had my f&b presentation today, one down, so many more to go. ohwell!! It wasn't killer-bad, but also wasn't as good as i wanted it too be. But there is hope for it, so we shall give our final push to the A.

Attended my award presentation ceremony after school with mom and sis. Still remember, the times when I received my edusave scholarship, daddy always wanted to attend. He did attended once with mummy when I first received. But on my subsequent ones, i told daddy not to come, cause its boring and there is no point.

Now, even if i want daddy to attend so badly, I could know longer see him there physically. It makes me tear when I have so many regrets after daddy left.

Treasure people around you really, they can leave you any time, even the next minute.

Although daddy is no longer here, I am happy that so many people are here to enjoy the joy with me. Mom's colleagues, groupmates, church friends. Thanks everyone : ))

Finally got over last week, i thought I would have died before I can start today. But did survived through last week. So those who want to died, sorry, you got to wait for another week.

Didn't feel the stress today YET, cause its only MONDAY. Hope this week will be better. But looking at what I have next week, it won't be any better i guess, or maybe worst.

I WILL SLEEP AT 2AM STARTING FROM TODAY. ohwell, wonder how long i will last this.

I used to get upset and question myself why whenever i think about moments I have with you. But now, it makes me smile. I guess i've finally faced the truth and ready to find another someone to change my life.

Dear God, consistence will make a difference in my life like how it did a month ago. Show me the right one this time. Amen